Chris, I may be the only one (probably not) who fully understands how that short flight will be the best flight of your life and i have said that very thing to you in the past.
I know, because I experienced it in 2015 when I flew at Dockweiler for the first time after many, many, years away from hang gliding. True, I hadn't had the traumatic reason for not flying that you have but never the less, I had been restricted by family commitments to quit hang gliding in 1979. I know the euphotic feeling of running into the air again after so many years. Even though you may only get 15 feet above the ground your real height will be in your head and it will reach the stratosphere.
I've attached a photo of that 1st flight. I thank Joe Greblo for always encouraging me to return to Dockweiler and fly again (that's him below). Now he's encouraging me to fly my Alpha 235 at Ave S, which is a 1440' launch near Palmdale, CA. Who knows? Maybe.
I hope that 1st flight day comes for you soon,
Frank